Friday, December 11, 2009
Ok,actually I was FREEE bout two or three days ago...wat I mean here is that, 'SCHOOL,BYE,BYE!! SAYONARA!!'...there will be no more school 4 me,no more homework,no more the 'annoying morning wake up',no more that plain designated uniform which I have 2 wear since I was SEVEN until now SEVENTEEN (10 years?? Oh my,I didn't realize it until I write this), as I already end it with my biggest exam in my whole life,which is SPM or Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia...arghhhhhh!!! How I wish I could yell it out loud more than this juz 2 express how relief I am after struggle soooo much (am I?? =>) 4 this darn exam...but then,when I think about it again,I'll feel a little bit of lonely...
Well,since there r no more 'school days' anymore,then that would be mean,there r no more 'friends days'...lonely right?...even though nowadays we got com. tech. such as sms,mms,friendster,myspace,facebook n ect but those things still r not enough to gv us the most satisfication on friendship...we can only c their text,but we can't hear their lovely voices,c their loving faces,look into their sparkling eyes,holding each other hands n so much more...oh,how I miss those days...
Maybe not many of my friends know bout this,or maybe not a single one,cuz I think I never tell this 2 any single person that live on this earth...I hate school so much than I can remember,school suck!! I mean everyone goes 2 school,but their priority r not 2 gain knowledges,but 2 gain as many A's as they can...wat kind of thing is that? Keep on memorizing this n that but then after finishing their exams,they forget everything bout all those notes...be4 I was sixteen,I used 2 study cuz I really want 2 learn,but after I entered sixteen,thanx 2 this kind of 'school atmosphere',it managed 2 change me into 1 of those people..I went 2 school cuz of those A's...I hate myself 4 that...it juz so frustrating...if u don't get gud result,then u r in no place in this world...sad isn't...okay,what I've written here r exactly what I felt 4 the school,no offense here okay...I know not all of the students r like what I said,there r people who I knew,that actually knows what they r doing...
But,nevertheless,even I have so much hatred towards my school,it was n it is still,place where I learn so many things that beyond my horizon b4 this,n it is the place where I built my friendhip,where I learn the meaning of friendship,where I create wonderful days with them,where I treasured those beautiful moments n again it is the place where I have found my SPECIAL FRIENDS...I love u all sooo much,that no words can 'compete' with this feeling...hope u all always find happiness in ur life...I wouldn't be mad if u forget my name,but it'll hurt me,if u forget our precious days...
