GET A L.I.F.E

okay, back to what i really want to write here... hmm.... yeah, 'relationship' between my friends.... everyone needs friends, i myself need friends.... but on our way to have friends, many 'things and thoughts' come across.....this is one of the examples.... i believe that almost everyone on this world must have felt this kind of feeling.... we thought that, we have done a good job as a friend, i mean we had fun together, we shared our past and dreams, we studied together n etc .... all these things will make us feel that, 'yeah, i'm doing great with my friends '.... but then how about this > have this idea ever come across our mind, that is "am i the only one who tried my best to be a 'friend' to her, while she just seem to be being a so-so friend to me?" haven't it?

i did.... it's not like i'm expecting sumthin from a friendship... but sometimes, when people being a so-so friend like that, you are able to notice it right? and when it happen, aren't you feel like 'am i not welcome as her friend? sentap~' haha... so... what am i tryin to say here is that, i experienced this situation... and it felt bad...

really bad and not to mention, it actually hurts... and until now, i still dunno how to solve this problem... sometimes, i tell myself to just let it go, don't think of it too much, it just gonna make me sad, but, i just can't... it bothers me...

hmm... i guess, i'm still immature when it comes to social thingy ... but, i'll try my best to overcome this weakness of mine.... keep on praying for a better day...