Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Assalamualaikum.... alhamdulillah, that i'm given another chance to live in this holy month, Ramadhan.... i'm on my holiday, waiting to enter university back in about a month ahead.... while waiting to continue my next sem. i've managed to contact some of my old friends.... of course i'm happy, being able to talk, having a nice conversation with, hanging out with them again .... but, aside from that..... what i've come to realize is that.... some of them, are "changing".... ^^
some changed from bad to good, alhamdulillah.... some, good to better, masyaAllah.... and some, mebe need our guidance to bring them back where they should be.... we are not perfect and we live in this dunia with everyone.... helping each other is a must.... though, we might not that good, but at least, sampaikan lah dakwah itu semana yg kita mampu, and let Allah do the rest, Allah knows better our niat and insyaAllah, Allah will help....
this also act as a reminder for myself.... i'm soo happy seeing a lot of my friends begin to hijrah from being a not so good person to a lot of people sayin as, u are 'human'.... i myself, admitted, i've done a lot of mistakes and wrongs..... there are times, when i felt so ashamed to Allah.... i've done a lot of terrible things, but still, Allah still there with me when i'm in need.... there are also times when i felt, that i'm not deserve to ask a lot of goods from Allah, when i myself done so little good deeds to Him..... astaghfirullah hal a'zim.....
having my age turning to twenty, really taught me a lot.... people may say i'm not mature enough, but my age doesn't symbolize my experiences for these twenty years of life i've been lived.... 'mature' for me, is when you have the experiences and you know how to use your brain enough to think wisely for every actions you may do in the future..... thus, for me, mature is not all about your age, everyone can be a mature person, anytime when they want....
therefore, the more i think about my age, the more i've come to realize, i live no longer years in this dunia anymore .... i may die anytime.... no one knows.... and one thing i know for sure, i wanna die in iman.... and, if i want to achieve that goal of mine, i need to change right now.... maybe little by little.... but i'm gonna starting it now.... time waits us no more.... insyaAllah....
Wassalam....
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