Assalamualaikum wr wb.... Ramadhan has comes to its end.... ya Allah, ya rabb, i'm gonna miss this Ramadhan again.... during Ramadhan we are encouraged to do a lot of ibadah, be it the wajib ones or the sunat ones, do it as much as you can.... especially tarawih, ya Allah, only in this holy Ramadhan that we can perform sunat tarawih, but still, why many people still 'malas' to do it? rugilah saudara/ri ku sayang ....

for me, this Ramadhan gives me chances to overlook back all the things that i've done before this.... muhasabah diri??? actually muhasabah diri needs to be done everyday before sleep, but oh well, i guess i'm to into dunia so much that i always take this thing lightly... astaghfirullah....

so, today, my friend asked me something about malam lailatul qadar and a hadith riwayat Bukhari... she asked me whether last night, 23 Ramadhan, is the malam lailatul qadar or not... and i answered her with.... hmm, quite a simple answer, no need to write it down here.... then, all of sudden, i dunno where this power of mine came from, urging me to google about that lailatul qadar so that i can give this girl a more proper answer.... and i did.... ya Allah, so many things that i actually didn't know about lailatul qadar.... how... how ignorance am i?

i'm old already... twenty-year-old.... at least for me, that's what i thought about my age.... but then again, a lot of things  i still do not know.... i always, always take things too lightly....that's why i guess, even sometimes the simplest information can slip through my fingers easily, without i'm noticing it, how actually important it is..... then, this came.... one question from my friend of mine brought me to reality.... thank you so much....

i need to learn, and keep on learning with no ends.... i do not want to be trap in this 'ignorance balloon' anymore, it'll be blown up for nothing....