GET A L.I.F.E

Assalamualaikum wr wb... alhamdulillah may all praises be to Allah... fufu.... next september, i'll continue my studies again.... new semester.... and as a second year student to be more precisely.... lovely.... alhamdulillah, i managed to finish my first year last june with.... hmm, not so flying ranbow-ing  colours, but most importantly, i love my second sem's result, i'm so grateful with it.... =)

Up until now, the thought of reluctant studying physics and unstable condition bearing the name as a mechanical engineering student is still playing in my mind and not to mention, my heart too.... when i'm all alone in my room, i'll always recalling back the moments when i was an eager bio student (eager? well, exaggerated a bit there...fufu~ ) during my matriks' life.... i always imagining things, what if right now i'm wearing a white cloth and studying human anatomy or reading a thick book and writing down the summary and all the points that needed to be taken noted on? isn't it nice......? isn't it gonna looks sooo perfect like what i've imagined my future of when i was still studying at matriks back then? hmm....

But, all of those were in the past dear.... all the futures with white coat and all the nerdy looking of you that you kept on imagining once, had now gone.... it's gone.... or should it be like it never even have a chance to happen in the first place, to be well said.... yup, well said.... =)

SO! NOW, WAKE UP MY DEAR!! you are no longer need to remember those not-gonna-happen futures of yours with sad and regret feelings anymore.... but, at the same time, do not forget all those happy moments when you trying so hard sketched your precious futures back then before you went to sleep... those moments are lovely.... so kept them well in your memories.... no need to get rid of it, cuz when the time comes that is, 10 or 20 years ahead, and you'll remember it again,  you gonna smile and laughing at it....^^

as what i've written above, now with the new semester waiting ahead in less than 2 weeks, i have made up my mind.... this one, is gonna be the real one.... i wanna say it out loud..