Thursday, October 28, 2010
UNTITLED #2
At the moment that the sun rises after a sleepless night
I hope the blue scenery before my eyes,could help me lessen my pain,
But, i think, i hope too much,
Cuz, someone please tell me where should i go?
I walk with a purpose, but i still can't find it,
I dunno wat's wrong with me anymore,
It seems like the more i try searching for the answer,
the more i think about it, the more lessen i understand,
So, should i just run away again?
Again? Juz how many times have i done it....
At the moment tht the rain pours after a restless day,
I hope the grey scenery before my eyes, could let me rest a bit,
Juz like before, i guess i demand too much,
Even just from the scenery around me, makes me feel so lonely,
Someone please tell me what can i do?
I grip my pen, in front of me, is a piece of paper,
I know my actions must mean something to me,
If i take one step forward, it can change my life,
But, what if, i postponed this thought of mine?
I mean, maybe i'm juz not ready yet,
We can't be blamed for changing our minds, right? Or we?
Tsk, why do unsure 'answers' like these should be born at the beginning?
Hm, i'll face a lot of unseen things in my unseen yet future,
This is for sure, i acknowledged it,
On my journey that will continue tomorrow,
Gain hopes and courage r all i need,
I'll keep on praying for a better end for everything tht i start...
Dun give up, juz do ur best,
Wish me luck!!
Ah~~~
Hishashiburi...its been quite a long tym, since the last entry i posted on this blog...
Fufu...there r times when i thought tht i'm gonna delete this blog, cuz im too lazy to update it....
but, no one knows.... ^_^
this 'a little space for me...', if i'm not mistaken, i wrote it while i'm at matriks.... at that tym, i was so down....
i dunno wat to do anymore, i felt like this 'world' is too mean for me to live on.... i felt so useless and such a loser out of all the losers out there....i even thought of dropping out from matriks.... to that extend huh? well yeah, if u in a very emotional mode, tht's wat u got....
but, thanx to these words, slogan, kata penguat semangat or wat eva they called it, i managed to calm myself....
Arghhhhhh~
juz how much i hate those words!!! but, nevertheless, i guess, the more we hate it, the more we like it,ne? heh..... those words seem so lame, but i have to admit it, it help me a lot through these past years of mine....
Hishashiburi...its been quite a long tym, since the last entry i posted on this blog...
Fufu...there r times when i thought tht i'm gonna delete this blog, cuz im too lazy to update it....
but, no one knows.... ^_^
this 'a little space for me...', if i'm not mistaken, i wrote it while i'm at matriks.... at that tym, i was so down....
i dunno wat to do anymore, i felt like this 'world' is too mean for me to live on.... i felt so useless and such a loser out of all the losers out there....i even thought of dropping out from matriks.... to that extend huh? well yeah, if u in a very emotional mode, tht's wat u got....
but, thanx to these words, slogan, kata penguat semangat or wat eva they called it, i managed to calm myself....
'Dun give up, juz do ur bez'
Arghhhhhh~
juz how much i hate those words!!! but, nevertheless, i guess, the more we hate it, the more we like it,ne? heh..... those words seem so lame, but i have to admit it, it help me a lot through these past years of mine....
Jaa, mata ne, minna san!
Bye, bye!
Bye, bye!
current mood :
Thursday, July 22, 2010
aq baru je balik dr matrik tuk cuti mid sem ni.... balik2 rumah, aq cari lah mana che wan.... cuz da lama x jumpe dy n da lama x men2 ngn dy.....so, aq cari kt tempat tido fav dy, xde....aq cari kt bawah katil aq, xde.....aq cari kt belakang dapur,xde.... aq cari kt bilik mak aq,pun xde.... then aq cari kt bilik abang aq y first uh, xde gak.... tapi aq nmpk ada satu botol ni...... dalm tuh, ada botol susu che wan y dulu, ada pincagari2 dy tym saket dulu, ada rantai collar dy n y paling wat aq x sedap ati bile aq nampak..... collar che wan y selalu che wan pakai tu pun, ada kt dalam botol tu.... tapi bile aq tanye mak, mana che wan, mak kate "che wan ade, g la cari btul2"....
tetibe, baru aq perasan, bilik abang aq bertutup....aq ingat che wan ada kt dalam uh, tido agaknye, so aq pun bukak la pintu tu...... tapi ape y aq nampak..... ada seekor anak kucing kt atas katil abang aq..... dy terbangun, terkejut agaknye..... tapi anak kucing tu..... bukan che wan.....dy len, kecik, kurus, ada tompok2 hitam x cam che wan aq...... "mana che wan?" itulah y asyik ada kt kepala aq, sambil aq masuk kt dalam bilik uh, x hirau pun anak kucing kt atas katil uh.... pas uh, abah trus datang peluk aq..... dy cakap, dy suoh aq bnyk bersabar...... dy kate, "che wan da xde, Allah lebih sayangkan dy,ye nak"......air mate y dah berkumpul tu pun, akhirnye jatuh jugak..... x tahan rasenye hati ni.....
abah cakap, che wan saket pas wat operation uh.... seminggu pas operation, che wan meninggal..... abang adan tanam kt depan rumah, kt bawah pokok mangga kitaowang..... abah cakap mak sedih sangat sampai saket2..... abang adan pun asyik sedih je, diam je bnyk..... abah pun sedih.....
pas uh, abah cite, pas seminggu che wan meninggal, tym uh hujan lebat sangat..... abah nk balik umah dr utm.....tibe2, ntah cmna ntah, abah kate abah nampak seekor anak kucing ni dy duduk btul2 tgh jalan raya..... kucing tu, duduk je kt situ x gerak2, sampai kereta y abah pandu ni da nk sampai kt dy..... pas uh abah berhenti la, xkan abah nk langgar plak..... bile abah dah berhenti pun, anak kucing uh, diam je kt situ, x gerak2...... pas uh, abah cakap, abah teringat y abah ada doa hari tuh, pas che wan meninggal, y abah mohon agar Allah berikan kitaowang satu famili ni seekor kucing y susah, y same nasib ngn che wan, abah nk pelihara kucing y cam uh.....bile teringat je doa uh, abah trus kua kete, amik tuala, selimutkan anak kucing tuh, n bawak masuk dalam kete, then bawak balik umah...... kt umah, mak trus bersihkan kucing tu, bg makan minum, bile abang adan balik pulak, abang adan trus bawak g klinik nk dapatkan suntikan tuk anak kucing tu.....
x tw cmna nk cakap, memang kuasa Allah lah ni...... sume berlaku dengan pantas...... anak kucing y baru ni lah, pengubat hati kitaowang..... doktor kate ank kucing ni dah 3 bulan hidup menyendiri kt hutan kt utm uh......kucing susah......
haih, che wan skang dalam kenangan......kucing y baru ni, namenye che nah @ che ngah...... mak ngn abh cakap dy suke tido kt bilik aq......suke nengok tv..... rehat kt atas sofa ruang tamu..... men loceng......sume sama cm che wan..... kengkadang trasa cam che nah ni, jelmaan che wan plak......
ape2 pun, owang bersyukur, sebab che wan x terseksa drpd sakit dy lame2, seminggu je, pas uh da meninggal....... tapi aq terkilan sangat, sbab aq x dapat luangkan masa2 terakhir ngn dy.......x dapat aq nk jaga dy...... semoga roh che wan aman di sana.....
selamat pergi che wan...che wan akan sentiasa kami ingat dalam memori termanis kami sefamili, che wan lah penyeri keluarga pondok birugo bungo ni.....
a/n : pokok mangga y dah lama x berbuah uh, tetibe berbuah plak......
Saturday, May 29, 2010
OKAERINASAI!!!!
fuhh~...pulang juge akhirnye saye ke pangkal jalan.... haha... xde r merepek je....ntah la eik, actually malas nk update blog, even da ada kt umah since malam khamis y lalu.... skang ni dah hari ape? sabtu kan? nengoklah, betapa x ikhlasnye post saye hari ni.... haha.... bukan ape, keje banyak, cuti rase cam x cuti je.... tutorial uh melambai-lambai kt aq aq suoh siapkan.... buku plak da memnggil-manggil da, suoh aq menelaah dyowang.... nek cuti, ada kuiz.... gile takut!!!!
huah!!! adalah saye ingin mengatakan di sini bahawa saye gembira di KMM.... gembira? ye, gembira, saya mmg x salah type.....KMM? ape uh? KMM tu ialah singkatan bg Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka.... pergh, wal2 uh, tym orientasi, mmg r, rase cam menjerit je kuat2 setiap kali ada aktiviti y dyowng dah susun uh... mana xnye, jadual aktiviti dy pack gile, bosan plak uh.... y bez, seingat aq, cume tym mentor mentee n tym riadah je.... tp bile da stat kuliah,hmm.... walaupun penat, tp bez....
selama ni, tym sekolah dulu, bile cikgu tnye, "ok, sape nk volunteer g depan tulis jawapan tuk soklan no. ....?", sume mest diam je, tunduk je an, alasan takut.... tp bile masuk matriks, ha, amik ko, berebut nk g depan tulis jawapan.... macam ada ape je kt depan uh.... haih, semangat-semangat....
then, aq kan amik hayat, so blaja bio la kan.... maaf kate la ye, dulu tym sekolah, bio ialah mata pelajaran y sangat dinanti-nantikan oleh mata aq tuk melelapkan dirinye.... mana xnye, bosan tahap over maximum uh!! klas sunyi je... cikgu plak asyik bace text je, bulat2, sebijik-bijik plak uh.... maaf ye cikgu, ampun sangat2, xde niat pun nk mengkondem lebih2.... heheh.... tp, kt sini, pergh!! subjek bio la y plg dinanti-natikan oleh mata aq tuk membeliakkan dirinye ngn sebesar-besar y mungkin!!! mana xnye, lecturer aq bez uh.... x ngntuk aq masuk klas dy....mashyuuuuk je dy ajar.... y peliknye uh, tym subjek math ngn chem plak aq boleh mengantuk.... dulu kt sek x pernah terjadi pun, kalau tym belaja math mengantuk... tp kt matrik, duk depan, baris ke-3 dari hadapn pun, boleh lentok kepala aq..... kalau bunyi kalkulators jatuh uh, mmg dah sinonim dah kt dalam dewan uh, tande2 suoh lecturer habiskan cepat le tu.... haha, boleh tahan bebudak klas aq.... hampir 200 owang uh!!! bile la kowang nk bukak klas baru....
hah, minggu depan, budak second intake nk masuk.... huah, rase gembira plak tetibe hati ini... ntah kenape ntah.... tp, ye, bak kate IZYANA, mmg payah nk jumpa mat2 'melayu' y hensem kat KMM uh.... maka, x dapet le kami2 ni mencuci mate kt KMM uh...huhu....
huah, ok, 'mase da time'...aik, cam knal je ayat sape ni...haha...ampun2, beribu ampun, xde niat pun nk mempermain-mainkan tatabahasa anda... maka, saya ingin mengundurkan diri, kerna saya ada date dgn buku2 saye uh.... dakara,
huah!!! adalah saye ingin mengatakan di sini bahawa saye gembira di KMM.... gembira? ye, gembira, saya mmg x salah type.....KMM? ape uh? KMM tu ialah singkatan bg Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka.... pergh, wal2 uh, tym orientasi, mmg r, rase cam menjerit je kuat2 setiap kali ada aktiviti y dyowng dah susun uh... mana xnye, jadual aktiviti dy pack gile, bosan plak uh.... y bez, seingat aq, cume tym mentor mentee n tym riadah je.... tp bile da stat kuliah,hmm.... walaupun penat, tp bez....
selama ni, tym sekolah dulu, bile cikgu tnye, "ok, sape nk volunteer g depan tulis jawapan tuk soklan no. ....?", sume mest diam je, tunduk je an, alasan takut.... tp bile masuk matriks, ha, amik ko, berebut nk g depan tulis jawapan.... macam ada ape je kt depan uh.... haih, semangat-semangat....
then, aq kan amik hayat, so blaja bio la kan.... maaf kate la ye, dulu tym sekolah, bio ialah mata pelajaran y sangat dinanti-nantikan oleh mata aq tuk melelapkan dirinye.... mana xnye, bosan tahap over maximum uh!! klas sunyi je... cikgu plak asyik bace text je, bulat2, sebijik-bijik plak uh.... maaf ye cikgu, ampun sangat2, xde niat pun nk mengkondem lebih2.... heheh.... tp, kt sini, pergh!! subjek bio la y plg dinanti-natikan oleh mata aq tuk membeliakkan dirinye ngn sebesar-besar y mungkin!!! mana xnye, lecturer aq bez uh.... x ngntuk aq masuk klas dy....mashyuuuuk je dy ajar.... y peliknye uh, tym subjek math ngn chem plak aq boleh mengantuk.... dulu kt sek x pernah terjadi pun, kalau tym belaja math mengantuk... tp kt matrik, duk depan, baris ke-3 dari hadapn pun, boleh lentok kepala aq..... kalau bunyi kalkulators jatuh uh, mmg dah sinonim dah kt dalam dewan uh, tande2 suoh lecturer habiskan cepat le tu.... haha, boleh tahan bebudak klas aq.... hampir 200 owang uh!!! bile la kowang nk bukak klas baru....
hah, minggu depan, budak second intake nk masuk.... huah, rase gembira plak tetibe hati ini... ntah kenape ntah.... tp, ye, bak kate IZYANA, mmg payah nk jumpa mat2 'melayu' y hensem kat KMM uh.... maka, x dapet le kami2 ni mencuci mate kt KMM uh...huhu....
huah, ok, 'mase da time'...aik, cam knal je ayat sape ni...haha...ampun2, beribu ampun, xde niat pun nk mempermain-mainkan tatabahasa anda... maka, saya ingin mengundurkan diri, kerna saya ada date dgn buku2 saye uh.... dakara,
mata ne, minna-san!!!
Bye,bye!!
Bye,bye!!
Monday, May 10, 2010
BYE, BYE!!!
GUD LUCK K, EVERYONE!!!
BE WHO I AM
A seed dropped in a gap in the garden,
It is bathed in the sun and sprouts,
It heads straight up towards the sky,
without questioning it,
But, look at me now,
i'm worrying too much n looks so down,
But, i also dun wanna being in this situation,
where words like "Ah, i dunno! ","I can't!" slip out through my mouth
so easily,
These words really scared me to death!
It is bathed in the sun and sprouts,
It heads straight up towards the sky,
without questioning it,
But, look at me now,
i'm worrying too much n looks so down,
But, i also dun wanna being in this situation,
where words like "Ah, i dunno! ","I can't!" slip out through my mouth
so easily,
These words really scared me to death!
That's why, now, I'll lift up my face again like who i am,
All those falling times, i need to get rid all of it,
So, that
i can lift up my face again n be who i am,
I'll keep on going to the extend until i find, my truly future...
Even if it's blown by the wind and knocked down,
Without questioning it,
it sets down its roots and rises up again,
When it ready, it bloom into a beautiful flower,
But look at me now, i'm pausing n sittin helplessly on this big rock,
While i'm staring down at our one little friend here,
It made me realize,
"It started with a very small seed, but with its strong will, it managed to grow on its own..."
That's why, now,
I'll standing up on my own feet again like who i am,
Those awaiting bright days, i have to chase it,
So, that
i can standing up on my own feet again n be who i am,
I'll show them all, the very best version of me!
That's why, now,
Be who i am,
I'll stake my dreams on the yet unseen world...
Friday, May 7, 2010
LET ME BE 'YOU' FOR YOU
Am i even trying hard?
or am i become someone who useless again?
You were there, alone by yourself,
staring down on the ground, like it was the most interesting thing at that moment,
The weather became so mean to u that night,
Wrapped in that wet sweater i gave it to u last year,
u look like a lost child in other people's eyes,
Waiting for his mom to come and embracing him, or
someone to save him from this emptiness...
When i'm in need, u'll help me,
When i'm lost in nowhere, u'll find me,
When i'm feeling down, u bring me back my smile,
'This' kind of u,
I really envy it...
Right, now in front of me, there were u,
"Hey, what's wrong? You look unhappy", you peer at me with a worried look on ur face,
"It's you, blame it on u, it's your fault",
Oh, how much i wish i could say that to u,
You are the reason behind this worried face of mine,
But seeing u smile at me, the one's that wasn't fake,
Let me slipped all of my 'mean' words under my desk...
When i'm in need, u'll help me,
When i'm lost in nowhere, u'll find me,
When i'm feeling down, u bring me back my smile,
'This' kind of u,
I really envy it...
So,
Am i even trying hard?
or am i become someone who helpless again?
Please, juz one thing,
only one thing that i want u to do it for me,
The next time,
"When u in need, let me help u",
"When u lost in nowhere, let me find u",
"When u feeling down, let me bring u back ur smile",
'This' kind of saying,
You won't mind if i borrow it for a while, right? =)
So, let me be 'YOU' for you, even juz for a minute....
or am i become someone who useless again?
You were there, alone by yourself,
staring down on the ground, like it was the most interesting thing at that moment,
The weather became so mean to u that night,
Wrapped in that wet sweater i gave it to u last year,
u look like a lost child in other people's eyes,
Waiting for his mom to come and embracing him, or
someone to save him from this emptiness...
When i'm in need, u'll help me,
When i'm lost in nowhere, u'll find me,
When i'm feeling down, u bring me back my smile,
'This' kind of u,
I really envy it...
Right, now in front of me, there were u,
"Hey, what's wrong? You look unhappy", you peer at me with a worried look on ur face,
"It's you, blame it on u, it's your fault",
Oh, how much i wish i could say that to u,
You are the reason behind this worried face of mine,
But seeing u smile at me, the one's that wasn't fake,
Let me slipped all of my 'mean' words under my desk...
When i'm in need, u'll help me,
When i'm lost in nowhere, u'll find me,
When i'm feeling down, u bring me back my smile,
'This' kind of u,
I really envy it...
So,
Am i even trying hard?
or am i become someone who helpless again?
Please, juz one thing,
only one thing that i want u to do it for me,
The next time,
"When u in need, let me help u",
"When u lost in nowhere, let me find u",
"When u feeling down, let me bring u back ur smile",
'This' kind of saying,
You won't mind if i borrow it for a while, right? =)
So, let me be 'YOU' for you, even juz for a minute....
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
UNTITLED
I know we live in a 'game of life',
there are ups and down,
Lies can be found at anywhere, anytime
selfishness has ballooned up into a lot of monsters,
All these kind of things, really make me sick!
Oh, i wish i could vanish it all,
disappear from my sight right now!
Then, i think i can feel much better...
My eyes keep on rolling to the right, to the left
following a random movement right before my eyes,
and switch again one after another,
Under the same light blue sky, white clouds, tell me,
Is there any different,
between the soul and its own shadow,
once the sunlight touches them?
Laws can tell us 'right and wrong' easily,
Laws are made 'in' our lives, but why
is it so hard to tell 'right and wrong' in my own life?
"Thank you" and "I'm sorry",
these words somehow have been forgotten,
Hey, if u were offered a key to conquer XX,
will u take it?
By hearing ur answer, r u worth to be judged of?
My mind and my heart keep on telling me,
"will i find something new today?"
but, my body dunno how to react with it,
Under the same dark blue sky, white clouds, tell me,
Is there any different,
between the soul and its own shadow,
once the moonlight touches them?
I know this is kind of lame,
but as long as u are able to breath in this world,
bad things will never stop finding u,
and good things won't come to u, without u
even slightly try to search for it...
there are ups and down,
Lies can be found at anywhere, anytime
selfishness has ballooned up into a lot of monsters,
All these kind of things, really make me sick!
Oh, i wish i could vanish it all,
disappear from my sight right now!
Then, i think i can feel much better...
My eyes keep on rolling to the right, to the left
following a random movement right before my eyes,
and switch again one after another,
Under the same light blue sky, white clouds, tell me,
Is there any different,
between the soul and its own shadow,
once the sunlight touches them?
Laws can tell us 'right and wrong' easily,
Laws are made 'in' our lives, but why
is it so hard to tell 'right and wrong' in my own life?
"Thank you" and "I'm sorry",
these words somehow have been forgotten,
Hey, if u were offered a key to conquer XX,
will u take it?
By hearing ur answer, r u worth to be judged of?
My mind and my heart keep on telling me,
"will i find something new today?"
but, my body dunno how to react with it,
Under the same dark blue sky, white clouds, tell me,
Is there any different,
between the soul and its own shadow,
once the moonlight touches them?
I know this is kind of lame,
but as long as u are able to breath in this world,
bad things will never stop finding u,
and good things won't come to u, without u
even slightly try to search for it...
* i can't find good words to put as the title for this 'a little space for me',, so i'll juz let it untitled...
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!
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- i'm a girl... :)
- i'm short with only 159cm taller... :(
- family comes first before others...
- exclusive confession!! i dunno how to ride a bicycle until now...
- used to have 'hate to lose' spirit,bt somehow it kinda missing somewhere...guess i have to find it again... :)
- love manga sooo much!!!
- very lack of charisma skill... :(
- i love pillows!!! i have 9 pillows on my bed... n_n
- people always want to go to England,Switzerland,New Zealand n Thailand (?),but for me, i always want to go to my Dreamland n Fantasyland...thts enough for me, since i always love doing those two things (sleeping n fantasizing) :)
- i have a book of lyrics n poetry...either i copied them or i wrote them... XP
- my record number of hours spent sleeping is 15 hours...O_o
- i detest people with bad attitudes/manners...
- if there is/are my fav. dishes on the table,i think i can eat them until my stomach is more than full...^_^
- hate alarm clock the most...it's annoying right?
- i don't have any intention to date until i've graduated,then get a job,n enjoy my money...when the time's comes, then i'll find one...
i want to TAG....
the one n only Tyka...
tagged by NAZIHAH...
current mood:
being tagged...
being tagged...Monday, April 5, 2010
yup... formspring, i bet a lot of u had already know bout this...wat's bugging my mind right now is that, is it really necessary for 'ordinary people' to have an account in this 'formspring'?
"FORMSPRING >>Ask questions, give answers and learn more about your friends. "
i dunno, but i think if u really want to ask something from ur friend, even for the smallest thing, why dun u juz simply ask her/him straight away by using ur phone or juz meet them face to face...okay, this issue popped out in my mind after i did those 'singgah sekejap','tumpang lalu','makan roti canai kat sini boleh?' at others blog, but i didn't write those things in their shoutmix, cuz i 'dunno' on wat purpose should i do that... so, bout 3 out of 10 blogs that i visited (approximately), i found that the bloggers have this formspring account...
when i opened their formspring account, it surprised me (sometimes i laughed too, sorry), cuz even though she/he have started their account bout 3/4/5 months ago, the amount of the so called questions on their page were soooooo 'sket'...
so, wat i'm trying to say here, is that, for me, i think, formspring n mebe twitter is included too, are meant for people who are popular or well-known in their country/world (eg. Bill Gates n etc.)... cuz, these r the 'group' that many 'followers' want to learn more bout them...n bcuz, we dun have their phone numbers n we aren't able to meet them, so formspring n twitter are the right mediums for us to ask them questions....
so, for an ordinary person, i dun think formspring is necessary for she/he to have one... i think by having ym,facebook n chatbox are already enough...besides,
when i opened their formspring account, it surprised me (sometimes i laughed too, sorry), cuz even though she/he have started their account bout 3/4/5 months ago, the amount of the so called questions on their page were soooooo 'sket'...
so, wat i'm trying to say here, is that, for me, i think, formspring n mebe twitter is included too, are meant for people who are popular or well-known in their country/world (eg. Bill Gates n etc.)... cuz, these r the 'group' that many 'followers' want to learn more bout them...n bcuz, we dun have their phone numbers n we aren't able to meet them, so formspring n twitter are the right mediums for us to ask them questions....
so, for an ordinary person, i dun think formspring is necessary for she/he to have one... i think by having ym,facebook n chatbox are already enough...besides,
wouldn't it be more nice if u ask n learn more bout ur friend from
eye to eye n heart to heart?
eye to eye n heart to heart?
well, anyway, no offense here okay...
Jaa, matta ne minna-san!!
Bye, bye!!
Bye, bye!!
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi, akhirnye semua sudah pun terjawab....keputusan SPM aq, ALHAMDULILLAH, aq dapat x seperti y aq jangkakan.....sebab keputusan aq uh lebih baik drpd apa y aq jangkakan....rasa gembira sangat n bersyukur y teramat-amat sangat, kerna ALLAH SWT dah pun mengkabulkan doa aq.....semuenye berjalan dengan lancar.....mak ngn abah pun dah senang hati n bersyukur ngn keputusan aq tu..... sebenarnye tu lah y dinginkan oleh setiap anak kn.....kalau boleh tu, x nk menghampakan harapan mak ngn ayah kita.....x nk nengok dyowang sedih.....jadi apa y aq usahakan selama ni, sebanyak mana usaha y aq pertaruhkan selama ini, dah berbalas dgn hasil y aq harapkan......
terima kasih, kepada mak abah, y dah 11 tahun, menghantar dan mengambil aq pergi dan balik dari sekolah, y telah bnyk berkorban tuk aq semata-mata bg memenuhi keperluan sekolahku.....bella harap, doa mak ngn abah xkn putus tuk bella, sampai lah tiba masa tuk bella plak y pikul tanggungjawab mendoakan mak ngn abah....terima kasih juga pada abang adan,abang azan n kak ewa,y selalu menegur aq tatkala aq sering melakukan kesilapan.....
terima kasih kpd cikgu2 y dah mencurahkan ilmu mereka kpd aq sepanjang aq menuntu ilmu di tadika,sekolah rendah n sekolah menengah....kalau nk ditulis namanye tu, mmg lah ramai, tapi INSYA ALLAH, selagi ingatan ni masih kuat, selagi tu nama mereka sentiasa dalam ingatan.....
terima kasih paling sayang tuk kawan2 sume, y sudi berkongsi alam persekolahan ngn aq....gelak ketawa, sedih tangisan, sayang rindu sumenye dah dirasai sama2 kita sepanjang diri ni bergelar 'murid' dalam perjalanan mencari masa depan dan sepanjang diri ni bergelar 'kawan' dalam saling melengkapi hari2 persekolahan setiap dari kita.....
akhir sekali, ucapan terima kasih tuk buku2 ilmiah y sentiasa menjadi pemula kepada satu2 ilmu y bakal aq pelajari di dalam kelas dulu....
so, sekarang, kisah SPM dah tutup buku, kisah sekolah pun dah tutup buku, tibalah masa tuk buku y baru pulak....'alam pengajian tinggi'....macam mana plak kali ni heh?
berbekalkan akal fikiran y baik, tubuh badan y sihat, iman di dada, doa sentiasa, restu mak abah, INSYA ALLAH, harap semuanye akan berjalan dengan lancar....AMIN.....
GOOD LUCK!!!
BYE, BYE!!
a/n: TAHNIAH kepada mereka y memperoleh STRAIGHT A's!!
terima kasih, kepada mak abah, y dah 11 tahun, menghantar dan mengambil aq pergi dan balik dari sekolah, y telah bnyk berkorban tuk aq semata-mata bg memenuhi keperluan sekolahku.....bella harap, doa mak ngn abah xkn putus tuk bella, sampai lah tiba masa tuk bella plak y pikul tanggungjawab mendoakan mak ngn abah....terima kasih juga pada abang adan,abang azan n kak ewa,y selalu menegur aq tatkala aq sering melakukan kesilapan.....
terima kasih kpd cikgu2 y dah mencurahkan ilmu mereka kpd aq sepanjang aq menuntu ilmu di tadika,sekolah rendah n sekolah menengah....kalau nk ditulis namanye tu, mmg lah ramai, tapi INSYA ALLAH, selagi ingatan ni masih kuat, selagi tu nama mereka sentiasa dalam ingatan.....
terima kasih paling sayang tuk kawan2 sume, y sudi berkongsi alam persekolahan ngn aq....gelak ketawa, sedih tangisan, sayang rindu sumenye dah dirasai sama2 kita sepanjang diri ni bergelar 'murid' dalam perjalanan mencari masa depan dan sepanjang diri ni bergelar 'kawan' dalam saling melengkapi hari2 persekolahan setiap dari kita.....
akhir sekali, ucapan terima kasih tuk buku2 ilmiah y sentiasa menjadi pemula kepada satu2 ilmu y bakal aq pelajari di dalam kelas dulu....
so, sekarang, kisah SPM dah tutup buku, kisah sekolah pun dah tutup buku, tibalah masa tuk buku y baru pulak....'alam pengajian tinggi'....macam mana plak kali ni heh?
berbekalkan akal fikiran y baik, tubuh badan y sihat, iman di dada, doa sentiasa, restu mak abah, INSYA ALLAH, harap semuanye akan berjalan dengan lancar....AMIN.....
GOOD LUCK!!!
BYE, BYE!!
a/n: TAHNIAH kepada mereka y memperoleh STRAIGHT A's!!
Sunday, March 7, 2010
*inilah, ekspresi saya apabila mendengar pengumuman tarikh result SPM
di Nightline hari uh....
thanx, shun-chan, kerana memudahkan saya nak cari gambar
orang menjerit
'NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!'
di Nightline hari uh....
thanx, shun-chan, kerana memudahkan saya nak cari gambar
orang menjerit
'NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!'
akhirnye tibe jugak hari y paling dinanti-nantikan tapi dalam masa y sama merupakan hari y paling x nk ada dalam diari kehidupan sesetengah orang....
seperti saya....
11 MAC 2010,khamis....ahhhh,nk patah balik masa!!!! YA ALLAH, kenapa la tarikh 11 MAC 2010,khamis tuh,mengingatkan aq seperti monster aje? rasa macam aq cuba tuk melarikan diri drpd kena makan dengan monster 11 MAC 2010 uh.....eeeeeeeh, x nak!!!!!!
seperti saya....
11 MAC 2010,khamis....ahhhh,nk patah balik masa!!!! YA ALLAH, kenapa la tarikh 11 MAC 2010,khamis tuh,mengingatkan aq seperti monster aje? rasa macam aq cuba tuk melarikan diri drpd kena makan dengan monster 11 MAC 2010 uh.....eeeeeeeh, x nak!!!!!!
tapi tulah kehidupan kan namanye....haih, cam x nk g je....xpelah, kita pun dah usaha kn, apa y kita dapat tuh, kita terima dengan ikhlas......skang ni kita doa, agar semuanye berjalan dengan lancar pada hari tuh nanti dan berharap agar ALLAH S.W.T memberi kita kekuatan tuk menerima keputusan yang ada seadanye.....AMIN.....
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
YOU + ME = LOVE ?
We were told that we got another 20 minutes before the exam is finished,
From the corner of my eyes, I was watching you,
With a bored face, you put your pen gently on the table,
Rest your head down juz beside the answer sheets,
Your eyes were closed, but your lips curved into a smile,
Why is this beautiful feeling always overflow,
everytime I see your smile?
I'm clueless,but I'm also curious bout this 'problem',
I want to solve it, but I definitely need help!
Wouldn't it be nice if there is a 'love teacher' ?
So, tht she can tell me, does
1 + 1 = LOVE ?
'Dunk it!', these words kept on echoing in your mind,
You, being yourself, never wanting to let down your friends,
With an ease, you did it splendidly
You've sprained your ankle at the end of the game,
Without a doubt, u must be in pain right now,
Not wanting to be spoiled by your friends, you laughed...
Why is this smile always overflow,
whenever I hear you laugh?
This 'silliness' really drive me crazy,
I want to heal it, but I definitely need help!
Wouldn't it be nice if there is a 'doctor love' ?
So, that he can tell me, does
Pain + Medicine = LOVE ?
Oh, please! Someone, please teach me!
I really dunno anything bout this matter,
Oh, please! Someone, please help me!
I really dunno wat to do anymore,
But, there is only one thing I know for sure,
I want tht, standing before me isn't anyone else but you...
Wouldn't it be nice if I can master this thing called 'LOVE' ?
So, that my heart can tell me,
YOU + ME = LOVE...
Sunday, February 21, 2010
found these questions randomly on a website...
"On your private life"
1. What do you like to put in your coffee?
i hate coffee so,i don't think i hv to answer this...
2. About how many text messages do you send a day?
a day? it should be 'a month' 4 my case...
3. What kind of emoticons do you like to use?
smilies.
4. What are you picky about with your cellphone?
nothing really...as long as i can call my friends i'm happy with it.
5. What kind of wallpaper do you have on your cellphone?
some kind of abstract maybe...
6. If you could have any part time job for just one day, what would you like to try?
hey i like this question! i would like to work bhc of a drama such as a cameraman or the person who's in charge for the actor/ss clothing...sounds fun to me... =))
7. What do you want more than anything else right now?
i want a laptop!
8. What do you want to eat most right now?
mee maggi lol...XD!
9. What genre of book do you like to read?
anything as long as it caught my interest, then its fine 4 me...
10. Do people notice who you are a lot?
wat am i? a hollywood actress? pfft!! cut it out!!
11. Do you make sure to reply to your text messages?
to my good friends, yes...
12. When did you recently hang out with friends?
2 o 3 weeks ago...
13. What type of restaurants do you go to most often?
hotel restaurant...nope,juz kidding...hv no particular of it actually...
14. Do you tend to keep your room clean?
i 'try' to keep it clean...but,well...
15. Tell us one thing about your room that you’re proud of!
i have a lot of pillows on my bed!!
16. What’s something you say a lot?
'I gotta feeling,woo hoo!..'
17. When did you go to sleep last night?
4 am...reading manga...
18. When did you wake up this morning?
10 am...
19. What do your friends say about you?
dunno...
*pleaze fill it, if u can think something bout me...
20. Please tell us someone you’re good at impersonating!
hey,i'm not good on this...
NEXT TAGGED PERSON...
ONE N ONLY U-KNOW-WHO,
SO, I WANT TO TAG
"IZYANA JASMAY"
SO, I WANT TO TAG
"IZYANA JASMAY"
About you
Spell your name without vowels..
Nbl
Least favorite color?
Pink...try my best to avoid from it...
What are you listening to?
Mostly jpop n kpop...
Are you happy with your life right now?
Yes...
What is your favorite class in school?
Math..but not Add. Math!!
When do you start back at school/college?
Dunno...
Are you outgoing?
No...
Favorite pair of shoes?
One tht can cover my toes...=)
Where do you wish you were right now?
As usual my answer will be...Dreamland!!! =)))
Can
Can you dance?
Tiru sket2 boleh lah kut... n_n
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?
Definitely FAIL!!!
Can you whistle?
Yup...
Can you walk with your toes curled?
I have no idea bout this...
DO'S
Do you believe there is life on other planets?
Maybe...who knows?
Do you believe in miracles?
Yes.
Do you believe in magic?
No,but i enjoy everytym i watch it... ^__^
Do you believe in Satan?
Of course!!
Do you believe in Santa?
No.
Do you know how to swim?
Setakat elak lemas tuh boleh lah lepas...
Do you like roller coasters?
Never try it before,but i would love to try it if given a chance...i think it looks fun!!! =P
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?
Dunno...belum cuba,belum tw!! haha!!
THE HAVES
Have you ever been on a plane?
Yes.n i like it!!
Have you ever asked someone out?
come to think of it,i think no...even w/ members,we decide it together...my,oh my, am i really tht cruel?
Have you ever been asked out by someone?
from friends,yes...
Have you ever been to the ocean?
Yes.
Have you ever painted your nails?
NO!!! it look hideous actually...
THE WHATS
What is the temperature outside?
Sila nengok Buletin Utama yea...
What radio station do you listen to?
Fly,Hitz...
What was the last restaurant you ate at?
Restoran Seafood kt Senibong...
What was the last thing you bought?
birthday present 4 husna...
What was the last thing on TV you watched?
Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood...
THE WHOS
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
dont remember...sorry...
Who was the last person you said I Love You to ?
my cat,che wan...i know she's not a 'person',but she juz too cute!!! SAAAAYANG CHE WAN!!!
Tag
No one. =P
Thursday, January 14, 2010
MY BELOVED,BELOVED,BELOVED STUFF!!!
Ok,hari tuh kn aq ada mentioned y aq kemas bilik kn? Tw x ada macam2 barang y ada kt dalam locker study desk aq uh n x kurang da nampak cm sarang labah2 gak r kt dlm uh...nampak 'macam' yea,bukannye mmg ada sarang labah2 oke...so,bila da kemas2 barang2 tuh smue kn,rupa-rupanye,macam2 brg aq jumpa kt dlm uh...ada barang2 y aq ingat da hilang da ntah ke mana,tp rupa2-nye ada aq simpan kt dlm pencil case la,dlm kotak hp la,dlm bunkusan plastik la,dlm botol brylcream pn ada..............memang macam sarang plak eik?? XD!!
Tapi kn,bila setiap kali aq tjumpe barang2 uh,nanti aq mcm,"ah,aq simpan lg benda ni!","oh,kt sini rupanye aq letak...punye la ingat da buang,rupenye ada kt sini dy" "alahai,dah lama dah benda ni aq simpan,sayang plak nk buang" n "ah,ni kn _____ bagi"
n banyak lg monolog aq...hehe....
Tapi kn,bila setiap kali aq tjumpe barang2 uh,nanti aq mcm,"ah,aq simpan lg benda ni!","oh,kt sini rupanye aq letak...punye la ingat da buang,rupenye ada kt sini dy" "alahai,dah lama dah benda ni aq simpan,sayang plak nk buang" n "ah,ni kn _____ bagi"
n banyak lg monolog aq...hehe....
Ok,so,first barang y aq jumpa ialah jam2 tangan aq y pernah berjasa kpd aq
buat suatu ketika dahulu...
buat suatu ketika dahulu...
next,ialah brg2 y aq dapat drpd lawatan kt langkawi n kl...
kt bawah ni lak,all d gifts from my beloved friends,my sister n also
my brothers...
kalo ada y trasa mcm ada bg hadiah kt aq uh,cr la hadiah kowang kt bwh ni,dun wory,aq masih simpan lg n akan simpan slagi lama y boleh... ^___^
my brothers...
kalo ada y trasa mcm ada bg hadiah kt aq uh,cr la hadiah kowang kt bwh ni,dun wory,aq masih simpan lg n akan simpan slagi lama y boleh... ^___^
yosh,y kt bawah ni lak jadual-jadual exam...bermula ngn UPSR,PMR n the last one SPM...
ubat cream kt bawah ni,ubat mata tym aq saket mata tym UPSR...first day UPSR,bangun2 je,mata da bengkak sebelah,pas habis exam bm tengah hari tu jugak mak bawak g jumpa doktor...aq pun x sangka aq masih simpan lagi ubat cream nih,tapi hari tuh dah buang dah,sebab bila aq bukak penutup dy da cm semacam je so,aq buang la...
some school stuff...kad library nih,rupa-rupanya ada dalam kotak hp,patut la aq carik2 x jumpa n pasal tu la aq x pernah berkesempatan tuk pinjam buku2 perpustakaan sekolah drpd form 1 sampai la dah habis sekolah...*haih...
letters from friends n raya cards from them tooo...
last but not least ialah kasut baby aq n kereta mainan abang2 aq tym dyowang kecik2 dulu...mak cakap lepas aq lahir,dyowang selalu men kete2 tu ngn aq,so aq pun simpan la kete2 mainan ni...means,barang2 kt bawah ni dah berumur lebih dr 15 tahun...mak suoh simpan tapi aq memang da ada niat pun nk simpan sebenarnye,kenangan kn...:)
y paling last sekali ialah koleksi pemadam aq...dulu zaman sekolah rendah kn feymes pemadam2 kecik ni,so aq nengok cam comel je pemadam2 ni,last2 aq pn beli banyak2 jadikn koleksi...tapi dah banyak hilang da...haih,owang kumpul stem,aq kumpul pemadam,baik punya hobi...:)
uih,akhirnye siap juga,lama tuh menaipnye...so,thanx la untuk sesape y tlah sudi membaca post y aq rasa paling panjang y pernah aq tulis setakat nih...
/bye
Jaa,matta ne minna-san!! C u in d next post!!
Monday, January 11, 2010
THIS IS OUR LITTLE STORY...
As I gaze at the stars,
I’ll always remember you,
So small,yet so bright,
Enough to give the light I need,
Without me realize it,
A smile curved on my lips.
Those days we spent together,
Were so full of our laughter and tears,
We thought of something to satisfy ourselves,
Even for just those meaningless things,
Made us realize how precious there are now.
There were also times, when we were not as ‘one’ as usual,
Silly us, kept arguing on the same old mistakes,
Again and again,
Apologize became so hard as we both are ego,
In the end, we couldn’t hold any longer of this lonely feeling,
“Sorry, don’t be mad again, ok?” slipped through our mouths so easily.
When something seems to be pushing you down,
Honestly, I was worried of you,
Trying my best to comfort you, even though I already knew it’s a useless,
Because I always fail when it comes to this matter,
And you knew bout it, right?
Instead of ignoring me, you reply me with a smile,
I felt relieve, thank you.
Now, my days may not be like I want it to be,
Because of the dream that we have to chase,
We have to separate,
Gonna miss this our little story,
That ‘s a must for my ‘memory’,
I juz hope this is not just an imaginary…
Thank you for cherish my days,
Wish you always in His bless…
GOOD BYE,THANK YOU
I will send this voice to you,
I want to tell you properly this time,
To say thank you, rather than goodbye,
I can say it from my heart,
That I’m glad we met.
These are just memories which won’t increase,
I’ve been embracing them since then,
In the casual times,
I was choking on the important things,
My nights weren't the same anymore,
Now there are nights when I feel depressed,
Somewhere in my heart ,
The truth is I was always waiting,
Waiting for a miracle,
That I can hear you say those words to me.
I want to see you, in my dreams would be fine,
And just one more time would be fine too,
I always thought of you,
As being someone special.
If this voice were to reach you,
I want to tell you properly this time,
To say thank you, rather than goodbye,
I can say it from my heart,
I’m glad we met,
Even juz for a short time...
/bye
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Rules :
Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.
At the end , choose 10 people to be tagged.
- i'm a girl... :)
- i'm short with only 159cm taller... :(
- i have a cat,named 'che wan'...
- family comes first before others...
- exclusive confession!! i dunno how to ride a bicycle until now...
- love my birthday date so much since i was a kid...^_^
- used to have 'hate to lose' spirit,bt somehow it kinda missing somewhere...guess i have to find it again... :)
- love manga sooo much!!!
- i prefer jpop than kpop...
- very lack of charisma skill... :(
- i love pillows!!! i have 9 pillows on my bed... n_n
- if i have to choose between these 3,than i prefer chocolate than strawberries n vanila...
- i have a book of lyrics n poetry...either i copied them or i wrote them... XP
- my record number of hours spent sleeping is 15 hours...O_o
- really2 want to try archery,at least once!!!
- i prefer pudding than cake,but if there is a cheesecake,then i'll choose cheesecake over pudding... ^____^
- i detest people with bad attitudes/manners...
- if there is/are my fav. dishes on the table,i think i can eat them until my stomach is more than full...^_^
- hate alarm clock the most...it's annoying right?
- habits? i love to bit my lips when i'm alone in my room...bad habits... :)
- goal? i've always change my goal,so i dunno...
- i don't have any intention to date until i've graduated,then get a job,n enjoy my money...when the time's comes, then i'll find one...
- sometimes, i attracted to complicated thingy...dunno why...
- people always want to go to England,Switzerland,New Zealand n Thailand (?),but for me, i always want to go to my Dreamland n Fantasyland... :)
- i love arts,any kind of it...
- atifah
- izyana
- -10 anyone who wants to be tagged,or juz simply get this rule n go tag anyone u want...
Saturday, January 2, 2010
NAZIHAH!! DON'T GO FIRST!! baca ni dulu!! aq wat ni special ntuk ko,sebelum ko g PLKN jahat tuh y tlah merampas ko dr kitaowang selama 3 bulan!!!
ok,hope sangat2 ko sempat bace ni...cuz I wanna give u this...hope u like it...ni last minute wat,so x seberape sangat la,tapi harap sangat ko leh simpan picture ni,k?
/please
so,ayat terakhir aq,gud luck mase kt PLKN uh,jaga diri baek2 tw... :)
/bye
let me know if u already take it,k?
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! SELAMAT TAHUN BARU!!!
AKEMASHITE OMEDETOU!!!
Yea,sememangnya agak telat untuk saya mengucapkn Selamat Tahun Baru Masihi kt kengkawan smue...tapi nk wat cmne,kedit xde,x dapet la den nk nolong...kalo ada kedit,insyaallah,aq bg mms kt kowang smue mcm y biasenye aq wat sbelum ni....tapi,....apa y menyedihkn saya,pada saat2 menanti ketibaan 1 JANUARI 2010,inbox hp saya hanya ada DUA sahaja sms T___T...dan sms2 tersebut datangnye drpd my best chinese friend,FUN LEE TENG n my best indian friend,KEERTHANA DEVI....y lain??? xde...
Xpelah,saya sendiri pun x bagi kn,so xkn owg lain nk bagi kn...mungkin dyaowang pn mengalami masalah y sama seperti saya,xde kedit...well,we must think positive rite?
Ok,so memandangkn saya tidak dapat menghantar ucapan kpd kengkawan y dikasihi smue melalui mms...maka,saya akan mengucapknnya di blog saya ini.....terimalah....(aiceh!! mcm nk nyanyi je..haha...)
XOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOX
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Okay,okay,baik y nk baca atau y x nk baca,
once kowang da open d'z page,kowang kena baca gak!!
Baiklah,saya ingin
mengucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru Masihi kt
membe2 y tcayang baik y maseh mengingati saya mau pun
y sudah melupai saya,kerana once kita make
friendship,insyaallah selagi memory space
dlm kepala ni masih berfungsi,saya akan
mengingati kowang sume sampai bile2...
so,i juz wanna say dat,
i hope this year will pack w/ more wonderful days
to u girls...
n 'do not lose contacts' with each other okay!
i know i say this so many times b4,
but,pleaze dun gv up in wat eva u do okay?
juz do the best as u can...
God,will always helps those who really2 needs one,
n keep doing their best...
Ja,i guess i already talk too much here..
so,again
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
MAKE 2010 ANOTHER BLASTED YEAR,OKAY!!
/bye
XOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOX
/wahaha
*hahaha...gilelah!! x cm colourfulful plak an aq nye blog!!! sory la yea,wat mereka y terpaksa menahan 'kesakitan mata' apabila membaca blog ku ni,especially y baca kt screen main computer umah kowang,mest lagi saket an? (aq tw,sebab aq da try da..XD)
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