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Friday, March 22, 2013

Green

0 comments Posted by nabila at 8:27 PM

Walking slowly towards a bench in a park,
Sitting on that blue bench alone,
With an old-lookin brown notebook,
and a stick of  green-coloured wax where she just got,
She began her drawing on the 92th page,

With only one colour she had,
She wondered...
"What could i do with only 'this'?"
She kept her silence for a moment....
Tilt her head a bit to the left...
and then to the right....

Keep on looking for something in front her eyes,
Searching for something that could catch her sight,
Just then she realized....
no other scene that she could take as an inspiration
for her to sketch on that 92th page...

She looked at her feet...
She stepped her sneakers on ground...
Earth ground...
Green grass....
So softy....

She smiled....
"You, green here, you gave me something to tell my friend"

On that 92th page she began to draw....
All green....
The whole one page was green in colour...

A quote made on the bottom of the page...
"I'm not in my 50's, 60's, 70's or 80's when i drawn 'this', but i hope when i get to that age,
i'll remember how this green grass was the most inspiration thing to wonder when people start
to become the most boring thing on this earth"

#just another peace of my mind ...



 

Short Break

0 comments Posted by nabila at 8:11 PM

Assalamualaikum wr. wb.

All praises be to Allah SWT... hmmm...it's been 5 weeks since my 4th sem started.... so far, so so-sooo.... this sem i challenged myself to involve in a lot of uni programs and activities.... motive? of course not gonna lie here, but MERIT factor is one of the most pushing factor for me to sinking myself in the busyness of programssss.... NO MERIT, NO KK5 girls~

first time being an AJK for a festival, plus i've been put in under the technical and logistic unit, really test my patience at the early stage.... now, hmm, everything seems good, thanked to my Ketua AJK yg sangat boleh diharapkan.... 

ya Allah, everyday, i asked for Your help.... please let me be strong to handle all these new things in my life.... evryday sleep late, datang kelas mata "panda", plus my face yg semua orang selalu kata, "muka sakit".....aduhai, sedih nye.... rase macam tak terurus diri ni....

but, i've promised myself, that this sem, i'll work hard to achieve my goals, whether in academic, koko or self-motivation.... you can do it bella, it's gonna be fine, just be wise okay? =)

wassalam

 

Thursday, January 24, 2013

FINDING

0 comments Posted by nabila at 4:20 AM

FINDING

Feeling the windy wind on my face,
Closing my eyes, taking a breath,
Trying to feel the calmness,
Hoping a solid answer will come,
By the moment i open my eyes....

If questions are meant to be answered,
Will there be a reward?
How can YES or NO be a simple reply?
Tell me....

Focusing my eyes on my opened palm hand,
Noticing the small size of it, closing my hand,
Trying to feel the determination,
Thinking of a solution to use,
When i start my first step ahead....

If problems are meant to be resolved,
Will justice can be confirmed?
What TRUE and WRONG use for?
Explain....

The questions will be the roots, 
The answers will be the leaves,
The problems will be the fruits,
The solutions will be the tastes.....

 

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my third semester

0 comments Posted by nabila at 2:46 AM

Assalamualaikum wr. wb.... all praises be to Allah, alhamdulillah, i've managed to finish my third semester last week.... hmmm.... to be honest, this semester 3 really challenged me a lot as a second year of mechanical student in UMP.... at first i didn't realize this, until my friends and even my own roommate said that, this semester was their first time seeing me that i'm always stress and occupied with a lot of work....and i began to less smiling.... which i really didn't realize about it before.... hmmm..... until almost the end of the semester, then, i realized..... me so dull??? i guess a bit......

in this third semester, i could say that, i put a lot of hope in my performance for all subjects in order to improve my current pointer..... last sem, i did not perform well, though i'm still in very grateful to Allah SWT for my result,as it was not that bad compared to what i've imagined before.... i've imagined worst, but He helps me.... thank you Allah....

so in semester 3, i knew i have to work harder..... i've tried.... only Allah knows, how far have i try.... along my third sem, if i had and if i do did managed to pull out all of me, it is all because of Him.... when i knew Allah will always be there, when i always hope Allah will be in my heart, when i always thought of Him..... these were what that had been given me the strength to continue my days though there were countless times my tears fallen due to the unbearable situations that i could barely handed..... "i'm not alone...ask Allah for help.... then you can do it" this thought of mine, i made sure i repeat it in my mind whenever i was down....

two more weeks left for the fourth sem of mine as a mechanical student to begin..... i hope and i want to do better in this upcoming semester 4.....  in shaa Allah.... =)


"keep on smiling.... though it's been harder for you, just smile.... 
it's the beginning of your strongest motivation"


Wassalam......


 

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