Saturday, May 29, 2010
OKAERINASAI!!!!
fuhh~...pulang juge akhirnye saye ke pangkal jalan.... haha... xde r merepek je....ntah la eik, actually malas nk update blog, even da ada kt umah since malam khamis y lalu.... skang ni dah hari ape? sabtu kan? nengoklah, betapa x ikhlasnye post saye hari ni.... haha.... bukan ape, keje banyak, cuti rase cam x cuti je.... tutorial uh melambai-lambai kt aq aq suoh siapkan.... buku plak da memnggil-manggil da, suoh aq menelaah dyowang.... nek cuti, ada kuiz.... gile takut!!!!
huah!!! adalah saye ingin mengatakan di sini bahawa saye gembira di KMM.... gembira? ye, gembira, saya mmg x salah type.....KMM? ape uh? KMM tu ialah singkatan bg Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka.... pergh, wal2 uh, tym orientasi, mmg r, rase cam menjerit je kuat2 setiap kali ada aktiviti y dyowng dah susun uh... mana xnye, jadual aktiviti dy pack gile, bosan plak uh.... y bez, seingat aq, cume tym mentor mentee n tym riadah je.... tp bile da stat kuliah,hmm.... walaupun penat, tp bez....
selama ni, tym sekolah dulu, bile cikgu tnye, "ok, sape nk volunteer g depan tulis jawapan tuk soklan no. ....?", sume mest diam je, tunduk je an, alasan takut.... tp bile masuk matriks, ha, amik ko, berebut nk g depan tulis jawapan.... macam ada ape je kt depan uh.... haih, semangat-semangat....
then, aq kan amik hayat, so blaja bio la kan.... maaf kate la ye, dulu tym sekolah, bio ialah mata pelajaran y sangat dinanti-nantikan oleh mata aq tuk melelapkan dirinye.... mana xnye, bosan tahap over maximum uh!! klas sunyi je... cikgu plak asyik bace text je, bulat2, sebijik-bijik plak uh.... maaf ye cikgu, ampun sangat2, xde niat pun nk mengkondem lebih2.... heheh.... tp, kt sini, pergh!! subjek bio la y plg dinanti-natikan oleh mata aq tuk membeliakkan dirinye ngn sebesar-besar y mungkin!!! mana xnye, lecturer aq bez uh.... x ngntuk aq masuk klas dy....mashyuuuuk je dy ajar.... y peliknye uh, tym subjek math ngn chem plak aq boleh mengantuk.... dulu kt sek x pernah terjadi pun, kalau tym belaja math mengantuk... tp kt matrik, duk depan, baris ke-3 dari hadapn pun, boleh lentok kepala aq..... kalau bunyi kalkulators jatuh uh, mmg dah sinonim dah kt dalam dewan uh, tande2 suoh lecturer habiskan cepat le tu.... haha, boleh tahan bebudak klas aq.... hampir 200 owang uh!!! bile la kowang nk bukak klas baru....
hah, minggu depan, budak second intake nk masuk.... huah, rase gembira plak tetibe hati ini... ntah kenape ntah.... tp, ye, bak kate IZYANA, mmg payah nk jumpa mat2 'melayu' y hensem kat KMM uh.... maka, x dapet le kami2 ni mencuci mate kt KMM uh...huhu....
huah, ok, 'mase da time'...aik, cam knal je ayat sape ni...haha...ampun2, beribu ampun, xde niat pun nk mempermain-mainkan tatabahasa anda... maka, saya ingin mengundurkan diri, kerna saya ada date dgn buku2 saye uh.... dakara,
huah!!! adalah saye ingin mengatakan di sini bahawa saye gembira di KMM.... gembira? ye, gembira, saya mmg x salah type.....KMM? ape uh? KMM tu ialah singkatan bg Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka.... pergh, wal2 uh, tym orientasi, mmg r, rase cam menjerit je kuat2 setiap kali ada aktiviti y dyowng dah susun uh... mana xnye, jadual aktiviti dy pack gile, bosan plak uh.... y bez, seingat aq, cume tym mentor mentee n tym riadah je.... tp bile da stat kuliah,hmm.... walaupun penat, tp bez....
selama ni, tym sekolah dulu, bile cikgu tnye, "ok, sape nk volunteer g depan tulis jawapan tuk soklan no. ....?", sume mest diam je, tunduk je an, alasan takut.... tp bile masuk matriks, ha, amik ko, berebut nk g depan tulis jawapan.... macam ada ape je kt depan uh.... haih, semangat-semangat....
then, aq kan amik hayat, so blaja bio la kan.... maaf kate la ye, dulu tym sekolah, bio ialah mata pelajaran y sangat dinanti-nantikan oleh mata aq tuk melelapkan dirinye.... mana xnye, bosan tahap over maximum uh!! klas sunyi je... cikgu plak asyik bace text je, bulat2, sebijik-bijik plak uh.... maaf ye cikgu, ampun sangat2, xde niat pun nk mengkondem lebih2.... heheh.... tp, kt sini, pergh!! subjek bio la y plg dinanti-natikan oleh mata aq tuk membeliakkan dirinye ngn sebesar-besar y mungkin!!! mana xnye, lecturer aq bez uh.... x ngntuk aq masuk klas dy....mashyuuuuk je dy ajar.... y peliknye uh, tym subjek math ngn chem plak aq boleh mengantuk.... dulu kt sek x pernah terjadi pun, kalau tym belaja math mengantuk... tp kt matrik, duk depan, baris ke-3 dari hadapn pun, boleh lentok kepala aq..... kalau bunyi kalkulators jatuh uh, mmg dah sinonim dah kt dalam dewan uh, tande2 suoh lecturer habiskan cepat le tu.... haha, boleh tahan bebudak klas aq.... hampir 200 owang uh!!! bile la kowang nk bukak klas baru....
hah, minggu depan, budak second intake nk masuk.... huah, rase gembira plak tetibe hati ini... ntah kenape ntah.... tp, ye, bak kate IZYANA, mmg payah nk jumpa mat2 'melayu' y hensem kat KMM uh.... maka, x dapet le kami2 ni mencuci mate kt KMM uh...huhu....
huah, ok, 'mase da time'...aik, cam knal je ayat sape ni...haha...ampun2, beribu ampun, xde niat pun nk mempermain-mainkan tatabahasa anda... maka, saya ingin mengundurkan diri, kerna saya ada date dgn buku2 saye uh.... dakara,
mata ne, minna-san!!!
Bye,bye!!
Bye,bye!!
Monday, May 10, 2010
BYE, BYE!!!
GUD LUCK K, EVERYONE!!!
BE WHO I AM
A seed dropped in a gap in the garden,
It is bathed in the sun and sprouts,
It heads straight up towards the sky,
without questioning it,
But, look at me now,
i'm worrying too much n looks so down,
But, i also dun wanna being in this situation,
where words like "Ah, i dunno! ","I can't!" slip out through my mouth
so easily,
These words really scared me to death!
It is bathed in the sun and sprouts,
It heads straight up towards the sky,
without questioning it,
But, look at me now,
i'm worrying too much n looks so down,
But, i also dun wanna being in this situation,
where words like "Ah, i dunno! ","I can't!" slip out through my mouth
so easily,
These words really scared me to death!
That's why, now, I'll lift up my face again like who i am,
All those falling times, i need to get rid all of it,
So, that
i can lift up my face again n be who i am,
I'll keep on going to the extend until i find, my truly future...
Even if it's blown by the wind and knocked down,
Without questioning it,
it sets down its roots and rises up again,
When it ready, it bloom into a beautiful flower,
But look at me now, i'm pausing n sittin helplessly on this big rock,
While i'm staring down at our one little friend here,
It made me realize,
"It started with a very small seed, but with its strong will, it managed to grow on its own..."
That's why, now,
I'll standing up on my own feet again like who i am,
Those awaiting bright days, i have to chase it,
So, that
i can standing up on my own feet again n be who i am,
I'll show them all, the very best version of me!
That's why, now,
Be who i am,
I'll stake my dreams on the yet unseen world...
Friday, May 7, 2010
LET ME BE 'YOU' FOR YOU
Am i even trying hard?
or am i become someone who useless again?
You were there, alone by yourself,
staring down on the ground, like it was the most interesting thing at that moment,
The weather became so mean to u that night,
Wrapped in that wet sweater i gave it to u last year,
u look like a lost child in other people's eyes,
Waiting for his mom to come and embracing him, or
someone to save him from this emptiness...
When i'm in need, u'll help me,
When i'm lost in nowhere, u'll find me,
When i'm feeling down, u bring me back my smile,
'This' kind of u,
I really envy it...
Right, now in front of me, there were u,
"Hey, what's wrong? You look unhappy", you peer at me with a worried look on ur face,
"It's you, blame it on u, it's your fault",
Oh, how much i wish i could say that to u,
You are the reason behind this worried face of mine,
But seeing u smile at me, the one's that wasn't fake,
Let me slipped all of my 'mean' words under my desk...
When i'm in need, u'll help me,
When i'm lost in nowhere, u'll find me,
When i'm feeling down, u bring me back my smile,
'This' kind of u,
I really envy it...
So,
Am i even trying hard?
or am i become someone who helpless again?
Please, juz one thing,
only one thing that i want u to do it for me,
The next time,
"When u in need, let me help u",
"When u lost in nowhere, let me find u",
"When u feeling down, let me bring u back ur smile",
'This' kind of saying,
You won't mind if i borrow it for a while, right? =)
So, let me be 'YOU' for you, even juz for a minute....
or am i become someone who useless again?
You were there, alone by yourself,
staring down on the ground, like it was the most interesting thing at that moment,
The weather became so mean to u that night,
Wrapped in that wet sweater i gave it to u last year,
u look like a lost child in other people's eyes,
Waiting for his mom to come and embracing him, or
someone to save him from this emptiness...
When i'm in need, u'll help me,
When i'm lost in nowhere, u'll find me,
When i'm feeling down, u bring me back my smile,
'This' kind of u,
I really envy it...
Right, now in front of me, there were u,
"Hey, what's wrong? You look unhappy", you peer at me with a worried look on ur face,
"It's you, blame it on u, it's your fault",
Oh, how much i wish i could say that to u,
You are the reason behind this worried face of mine,
But seeing u smile at me, the one's that wasn't fake,
Let me slipped all of my 'mean' words under my desk...
When i'm in need, u'll help me,
When i'm lost in nowhere, u'll find me,
When i'm feeling down, u bring me back my smile,
'This' kind of u,
I really envy it...
So,
Am i even trying hard?
or am i become someone who helpless again?
Please, juz one thing,
only one thing that i want u to do it for me,
The next time,
"When u in need, let me help u",
"When u lost in nowhere, let me find u",
"When u feeling down, let me bring u back ur smile",
'This' kind of saying,
You won't mind if i borrow it for a while, right? =)
So, let me be 'YOU' for you, even juz for a minute....
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