GET A L.I.F.E

alhamdulillah, i'm still alive now.... okay i've been abandoned this blog again.... sorry.... i'm juz too busy with uni's life.... 

all of sudden, it cross my mind, that i wanna write something.... alhamdulillah i managed to finish my first year of studies in mechanical eng at my lovely UMP... the results... hmm.... let the time tells....

this first year.... really tests me.... only Allah knows everything.... i plan things, but He's the one that's gonna decide whether i'll go with my plan or His plan.... and i believe His plan is the best for me.... i juz need to keep strong and keep going even when it hurts a lot, i need to think smart and believe in Allah.... He's always gonna be by our side.... He's always there in our heart.....

but again, i'm juz another ordinary people..... i'm not perfect.... there are times when i feel really down.... people sayin, "if u fall, u get up and if u fall again, u get up again....never give up...." even i agree with it..... well i tried.... and done it already.... for how many times? i guess i forgot.... haha.... bear with this quote really annoys me actually.... cuz the memory of mine when 'i fall' and the thought of 'let me lie down here for a while, let me rest....my legs are in so much pain rite now, they 'tired' of gettin up and end up fallin again...' that crossed in my mind at tat time, is still clear.... at that time, seriously, 'givin up' feels so 'empty'.... i didn't feel guilty for myself when i decided to give up.... i'm the worst person on the earth, isn't? yup, that's what i told myself....

it took quite a long time, tryin to calm myself.... think deep.... and in the end..... i guess i owe "positive thoughts" again....keep on thinking positive things really helps me a lot.... though, sometimes i'm gettin tired of it..... but thanks to it, i'm having myself back again..... 

"Setiap yang berlaku, pasti ada hikmahnye..."

"Allah tak akan beri ujian lebih dari beban yg hamba-Nya mampu, dan bila Allah beri ujian tu, Dia pasti akan membantu hamba-Nya melalui ujian-Nya...."

"Susah macam mana sekalipun, jangan pernah putus asa, Allah tak suke orang yg tak berusaha...."

"akar tu mmg la pahit, tp buah nye manis.... law nk berjaye kena la susah dulu...."

"kalau orang lain boleh, kenape kita tak boleh?keep on thinking please...."

"don't give in too easily.... always remember your obstacles are not big enough compared to others.... considered yourself, that you are still lucky... "

(=  nothin feel much better than 'tryin' your best to bring your own selves towards success =)

"betulkan niat kerana Allah, insyaAllah Dia akan tolong kita..... solat dan Quran jangan lupe, sahabat..."