Thursday, January 24, 2013
FINDING
Feeling the windy wind on my face,
Closing my eyes, taking a breath,
Trying to feel the calmness,
Hoping a solid answer will come,
By the moment i open my eyes....
If questions are meant to be answered,
Will there be a reward?
How can YES or NO be a simple reply?
Tell me....
Focusing my eyes on my opened palm hand,
Noticing the small size of it, closing my hand,
Trying to feel the determination,
Thinking of a solution to use,
When i start my first step ahead....
If problems are meant to be resolved,
Will justice can be confirmed?
What TRUE and WRONG use for?
Explain....
The questions will be the roots,
The answers will be the leaves,
The problems will be the fruits,
The solutions will be the tastes.....
Labels: a little space for me...
Assalamualaikum wr. wb.... all praises be to Allah, alhamdulillah, i've managed to finish my third semester last week.... hmmm.... to be honest, this semester 3 really challenged me a lot as a second year of mechanical student in UMP.... at first i didn't realize this, until my friends and even my own roommate said that, this semester was their first time seeing me that i'm always stress and occupied with a lot of work....and i began to less smiling.... which i really didn't realize about it before.... hmmm..... until almost the end of the semester, then, i realized..... me so dull??? i guess a bit......
in this third semester, i could say that, i put a lot of hope in my performance for all subjects in order to improve my current pointer..... last sem, i did not perform well, though i'm still in very grateful to Allah SWT for my result,as it was not that bad compared to what i've imagined before.... i've imagined worst, but He helps me.... thank you Allah....
so in semester 3, i knew i have to work harder..... i've tried.... only Allah knows, how far have i try.... along my third sem, if i had and if i do did managed to pull out all of me, it is all because of Him.... when i knew Allah will always be there, when i always hope Allah will be in my heart, when i always thought of Him..... these were what that had been given me the strength to continue my days though there were countless times my tears fallen due to the unbearable situations that i could barely handed..... "i'm not alone...ask Allah for help.... then you can do it" this thought of mine, i made sure i repeat it in my mind whenever i was down....
two more weeks left for the fourth sem of mine as a mechanical student to begin..... i hope and i want to do better in this upcoming semester 4..... in shaa Allah.... =)
"keep on smiling.... though it's been harder for you, just smile....
it's the beginning of your strongest motivation"
Wassalam......
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
