Thursday, October 28, 2010
UNTITLED #2
At the moment that the sun rises after a sleepless night
I hope the blue scenery before my eyes,could help me lessen my pain,
But, i think, i hope too much,
Cuz, someone please tell me where should i go?
I walk with a purpose, but i still can't find it,
I dunno wat's wrong with me anymore,
It seems like the more i try searching for the answer,
the more i think about it, the more lessen i understand,
So, should i just run away again?
Again? Juz how many times have i done it....
At the moment tht the rain pours after a restless day,
I hope the grey scenery before my eyes, could let me rest a bit,
Juz like before, i guess i demand too much,
Even just from the scenery around me, makes me feel so lonely,
Someone please tell me what can i do?
I grip my pen, in front of me, is a piece of paper,
I know my actions must mean something to me,
If i take one step forward, it can change my life,
But, what if, i postponed this thought of mine?
I mean, maybe i'm juz not ready yet,
We can't be blamed for changing our minds, right? Or we?
Tsk, why do unsure 'answers' like these should be born at the beginning?
Hm, i'll face a lot of unseen things in my unseen yet future,
This is for sure, i acknowledged it,
On my journey that will continue tomorrow,
Gain hopes and courage r all i need,
I'll keep on praying for a better end for everything tht i start...
Dun give up, juz do ur best,
Wish me luck!!
Ah~~~
Hishashiburi...its been quite a long tym, since the last entry i posted on this blog...
Fufu...there r times when i thought tht i'm gonna delete this blog, cuz im too lazy to update it....
but, no one knows.... ^_^
this 'a little space for me...', if i'm not mistaken, i wrote it while i'm at matriks.... at that tym, i was so down....
i dunno wat to do anymore, i felt like this 'world' is too mean for me to live on.... i felt so useless and such a loser out of all the losers out there....i even thought of dropping out from matriks.... to that extend huh? well yeah, if u in a very emotional mode, tht's wat u got....
but, thanx to these words, slogan, kata penguat semangat or wat eva they called it, i managed to calm myself....
Arghhhhhh~
juz how much i hate those words!!! but, nevertheless, i guess, the more we hate it, the more we like it,ne? heh..... those words seem so lame, but i have to admit it, it help me a lot through these past years of mine....
Hishashiburi...its been quite a long tym, since the last entry i posted on this blog...
Fufu...there r times when i thought tht i'm gonna delete this blog, cuz im too lazy to update it....
but, no one knows.... ^_^
this 'a little space for me...', if i'm not mistaken, i wrote it while i'm at matriks.... at that tym, i was so down....
i dunno wat to do anymore, i felt like this 'world' is too mean for me to live on.... i felt so useless and such a loser out of all the losers out there....i even thought of dropping out from matriks.... to that extend huh? well yeah, if u in a very emotional mode, tht's wat u got....
but, thanx to these words, slogan, kata penguat semangat or wat eva they called it, i managed to calm myself....
'Dun give up, juz do ur bez'
Arghhhhhh~
juz how much i hate those words!!! but, nevertheless, i guess, the more we hate it, the more we like it,ne? heh..... those words seem so lame, but i have to admit it, it help me a lot through these past years of mine....
Jaa, mata ne, minna san!
Bye, bye!
Bye, bye!
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